Today was a really bad for me to find out things that i dont want to know at all . i dun even want to go through all this and yet i have to knw .. things are very tough an di cant handle and i reali want to cry why do i have to go through all this things and must be this year .. next year i wil be goin to form 3 and who knws my mum decided to move house i dun knw ........... i am reali sad

[ last day of tuition and finals ]

Today is my last day of tuition in suria ... but i wil continue in november i think after i get the new timetable .... 2011 is coming soon and i wil be goin to form 3 PMR year ... gosh time passes so fast and its ady going to be november .. cant wait for thursday .. jamuan class ... but ant have fun yet monday got exam ... inggeris paper 2 and pendidikan moral .... we will have exam till wednesday thursday jamuan... friday is a public holiday ... monday back to exam again ...... i hope that i can pass my finals becoz that wil depend on wat class wil u go next year and i wanna go to a top class ... i pray to god ... i may cant online for 1 or 2 weeks to study for exam .... nitez ... gud luck to all my friends who wil sit for exam .... gambateh ....

A day in reina hse ....

Todae ... went to reina's house and we hadfun ....
and she having fun and we two are being .....

[ love hurts ]

Love hurts alot ... when u r in love with sumeone becoz of a reason .., u cant be with the person u love .. real love is when he is sad .. u r sad too .... love doesn care who is the person is ... as long u love each other ...

[ a day ]

Yesterday ... my skul got new practical teacher ... Mr Tan Kee Aun ... he teaches my class english as it was quite intresting ... and funny ...in the morning i wasn in the mood but in skul .. reina and sri cheer me up ... so i became happy .. tnx reina and sri ... our new pengetua will start her duty in our skul on this week thursday ... haiz suria tuition is next week ... sunday is taekwando test gosh ...

[ when u r happy , i am happy ] [ u r sad , i am sad ] [ u r hurt , i also hurt ] [ love hurts ]

[ luv ya ] WeNWeN ]

[ KoKo and tuition day ]

Todae... went to skul for koko and had so much fun during taekwando time ...

first todae got ceramah until 9:35 a.m then is permainan and next is badan beruniform ..

at the ceramah we had so much fun ... so as at taekwando ... then in the afternoon i

go for tuition .. todae dunno why so boring and cannot focus ... finally tuition is over ...

nw cant wait for 2moro .... its taekwando lessons .. muazz .... ^^ lazy to blog ..

next time oni write again ...

[ luv ya ]

[ Sad and tired ]

Yesterday .. i so sad that my pen is being stolen and i just bought it todae .. haiz hate the person who stole it so much ... then my class 2 gigih so hard to collect Rm 1 and Rm 2 for duit kelas .. all say 2moro 2moro oso didn pay .. haiz .. i have been trying to keep myself busy and i go for lessons and tuitions .. so many ppl confess .. ady say no to 1 another 1 come and say .. haiz .. Its so sad coz haikal is leaving ..

[ Haiz ]

Todae , in skul so boring ..... walk here and there also d same place .....soon its gonna be holidays ....

suria jaya tuition homework not done ler ... so many work to do ... todae at home twist my own leg ... tomorrow how to run leh ?? i miss sumeone but cannot say to him .. my heart hurts so much .. i wanna cry .. i wish i can just disappear into thin air ....

In Penang

LoVe My CoUsIn BrOtHeR
DuN wAn To LeAve HeR
A pix " smile "
A Photo with them before i leave ....
Me AND mY Lovely cousin sister
My LoVely CoUsIn SisTeR
My DeArEsT CoUsIn BrOtHeR
ThE pAdDy FiElD iN KeDaH

ThE DeliCious Noodle

Todae , so tired ..... went to tuition and in class cannot concentrate ... maths like so blur ...
science class vry fun ... who answer correct gets a sweet ... and came back... study ... study ..
next week going penang and alor setar its gonna be a tiring trip ... lolz ... my gastric is back so damn pain ......

[ Busy ] [ Tired ]

Today , i woke up early to pack my schoolbag and do my homework ...

then my parents and sis all go out i didn go because i got things to do

so i stay home and do my kerja khusus .... finally done my B.M yay

so i online awile then off to do my seni .... do do do until i fall asleep

i am very tired ... soon i am going to start tuition ... and i maybe

going to be transfer to a private school ... lazy to blog ... next time

oni i blog .. 2dae very tired.....

Today , i woke up at 730 to go out .... went to eat breakfast then go

to hospital to visit my uncle , his condition is just like my grandma

and he pass through the critical condition ady .... then have to go to

kota komuning to visit my aunt who is goin to UK.....

then at nite we order pizza to eat ....

today is andrea birthday [ happy birthday andrea ]

[ may ur wish dream come true] kai ko finally online

but i suddenly got no mood ..... suddenly think of my grandmother

when i c her photo ......... [ grandma i miss u ] have a great day to all my frens ...

[ luv ya emily ]

Exam finally over !

Long time didn blog ady , to all my friends gud luck for ur exam result ....

Hope u get all As .... finally exam over and i still have so much things to do

as need to do B.m and Seni buku skrap ... lol ... so many things need to pass up

and today rain so heavily until my uniform all wet ... my class the back row the

ciling cracked ady ... reina was like kinda the worried ..... then sri so bad didn

come to skul , ... gtg do my work bye ya !!! will blog more next time ....

[ Luv Ya EmiLy]

Halo , so long didn blog ady ... so busy for the past few weeks ...
~ got alot of things to do .. didn get much rest .. so now got
time i blog a little .. ~ today teacher finally told us to do
B.M kerja khusus and i kena buat remaja , ekonomi and sukan
i like doing it .. but a bit lazy to do as very tired ..
~ exam is just round the corner and i have to pass this
exam so must study ~ study ~ study .. 6 - 8 April got exam
its late nw and i need to get back to study ... Gambateh to all my frens tat are
sitting for exam too... gambateh ...

[ Luv Ya ] [ Emily]

Then , after we bought the body back to the house .... we put her on a bed first that

the people set up ... then the nurse help to change her clothes and take out the

ring... then the guy ask us to keep on chanting for my grandmother so that she

can rest in peace ... at night , got a few relatives come to the house to visit and

the coffin arrive already .... so the daughters and son will carry up the cloth

and put her in her new house .. that time all of us cry as its hard for us to

accept that she is gone ... so we have to stay awake till the next day ...

the next day , my uncle went out to buy vegetarian food for my grandmother

to pray .... soon the monks come and we started to do chanting and other

prayers for my grandmother ....... that time , my relatives come and see

my grandmother one last time and join the prayers ...... the day of the funeral,

we stayed up the whole night and we prepared the things that needed to

pray .... and the funeral van come already so as the monks to pray our last

respect for her journey so we pray and all of us see my grandmother for the

last time as we will never see her again.... then we started the funeral at 10:00a.m

so we walk till the main road and then sit car and headed towards Padang Sera temple

for the funeral and we reach there already and we take down the coffin and put there

did some prayers and it started to go inside and i can't control my feelings and started to

cry....the next day , i went to collect the bones ...... and her bones is so nice ...

REST IN PEACE

DEAR GRANDMOTHER

1927 - 2010

14 FEB 2010

First day of CNY !

Today , me and my family are going back to Alor Setar ... and we started early ...

on saturday my uncles and aunties were there already to cook for her to eat

then sunday morning , my grandmother was not feeling well then my uncle

call the ambulans then after 5 minutes it come already , then i sit inside the

ambulans we went to the Putra Medical Centre then suddenly inside the

ambulans my grandmother turn unconsious already i was so panic and the

paramedik were checking on her .. Reach hospital already the doctors straight

away push her inside the ICU and did some check on her then the doctor come

out and say cannot already she already serious as got fluid inside her lungs

so they put the life support after 1 hour , the doctor say gone already cannot save

her already then i was like cannot be cannot be then i cry and went in to see her

one last time .... then plan the funeral and i stay at the hospital to take her body

back to the house .... will be continued ...

Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends and also happy valentine's day .....

today in school so bored ,as we didn even study any lessons except for

moral and science ....others no at all so me and sri was like walk

here and there playing ... then finally 6:20p.m we all go to 2 Erat

class and sit down but we all play .... then Miss Tan come already

and she wish us Happy New Year and go off then 6:45p.m

already all of us go down and i say hi to Cikgu Ismail and

wish teacher a Happy New Year then i walk off suddenly

Joyce pull my bag and ask me to look behind then Mohsein

called me and wish me Happy New Year so we wish each other

and i go to car coz i have to carry my kai di in the car and play

with him .... Happy ...Chinese .....New ....Year and Happy ....

Valentine's .... Day ...Guys .....

Went to see doctor !!

Today , i have to go for my appointment with the doctor as my gastric is back so i went to lifecare for the check up and the result came out i was scard to see the resultas i open the result and the result is not what i hope .. my gastric became serious .. so i will have to eat regular meals .. today was the worst day ..

[ Merentas Desa ]

Today , i woke up at 4 a.m as have to feed baby Samuel milk then i play with him and put him

to sleep so by the time i am done its already 6:30a.m so i get ready bath and everything its

already 7 a.m so i left house as have to be in school at 7:10a.m. as got merentas desa today

so i reach school right on time and went straight to Dataran ilmu to line up ....... then all of us

started to warm up and get ready to run as the hon rings we all started to run .. run .. run..

run.. until near fairview i suddenly vomited and feel pening .....then i have walk loh .. so damn pening then finally reach school outside and suddenly mohsein shout my name to run faster

i was like........... then finally can sit and i went to drink and sit down rest but my heart still

pumping so damn fast .... then after school me , reina , ivan , andrea , esther , vivian , chiew ,

lim , and derik went to w.w coz i belanja wan mah ... suddenly when i reach so damn many ppl

there i was like blur .. then later when i went to find esther they all and they come out already that jason told me i suck i was like... i didn invite him lah who ask him to come nobody ask him to come and i dunno him also ..

Today , i am having a headache ... because tomorrow got merentas desa ..... and 7:10a.m must be in school ... then after school me , esther, ivan , vivian , and others going to wangsa walk coz i belanja they all makan .... need to go sleep early coz tomorrow need to go out early !!

Saturday in Malacca

Haiz, today only can online and update blog ... since i came back from Malacca i had been busy with taking care of baby .. the malacca story starts here , its like 6:45a.m we left home to go and eat breakfast first at a mama then only start our journey .. sleep in the car while my dad is driving then about 9:30a.m we arrived at the bride house and we faster go up because the groom already arrived at the house and they want to lock the gate already so we go inside the house and the groom came up already they have to pass through 3 stage ... so they like can come in already and saw the bride already then both of them pray then the tea ceremony start .. after a few couple and its my dad turns to drink tea and give angpau .... so then the children and adult start to take turns to take angpau from the new groom and bride .. and its my turn i got 2 angpau and then we went to the groom house and pray then received angpau again take photo and went to the new house again and take photo for the slide .. then my mum and bro went back to kl already left me and my dad so we hang around pahlawan and mahkota walk here and there then later have to go to bride house to put on make up and do my hair because i have to help tp hold the bride dress from slipping .. so finally i am done then 7p.m already we go the hotel and eat then yam sheng then take pictures then go back already we sit ppl car go bak so we arrived at 2a.m in the morning ....

Today had fun in school . Me, andrea , ivan , lim , takuro , esther and vivian went to KFC and eat then go Wangsa Walk play bowling .. When we got there the price they gave is really expensive and then we start playing loh .. play play then i sent takuro and andrea back home !! today is so fun tnx to them so much ! Guys thnx so much !!!

[ My Day In School ]

Today, i woke up early to prepare my things for school , first i pack my schoolbag and fill up

my water bottle . Then i watch TV and wait for my mum to come back . Soon my mum come

back already and i went straight to my breakfast because i was very hungry and after i eat finish

i went up to my room and change into my uniform. Then we left home and went straight to

school , whole day in school boring .. Finally back at home but have to go out early tomorrow for

Latihan Rumah Sukan !! WANGSA JAYA AJA AJA HWAITING !