Then , after we bought the body back to the house .... we put her on a bed first that

the people set up ... then the nurse help to change her clothes and take out the

ring... then the guy ask us to keep on chanting for my grandmother so that she

can rest in peace ... at night , got a few relatives come to the house to visit and

the coffin arrive already .... so the daughters and son will carry up the cloth

and put her in her new house .. that time all of us cry as its hard for us to

accept that she is gone ... so we have to stay awake till the next day ...

the next day , my uncle went out to buy vegetarian food for my grandmother

to pray .... soon the monks come and we started to do chanting and other

prayers for my grandmother ....... that time , my relatives come and see

my grandmother one last time and join the prayers ...... the day of the funeral,

we stayed up the whole night and we prepared the things that needed to

pray .... and the funeral van come already so as the monks to pray our last

respect for her journey so we pray and all of us see my grandmother for the

last time as we will never see her again.... then we started the funeral at 10:00a.m

so we walk till the main road and then sit car and headed towards Padang Sera temple

for the funeral and we reach there already and we take down the coffin and put there

did some prayers and it started to go inside and i can't control my feelings and started to

cry....the next day , i went to collect the bones ...... and her bones is so nice ...

REST IN PEACE

DEAR GRANDMOTHER

1927 - 2010

14 FEB 2010

First day of CNY !

Today , me and my family are going back to Alor Setar ... and we started early ...

on saturday my uncles and aunties were there already to cook for her to eat

then sunday morning , my grandmother was not feeling well then my uncle

call the ambulans then after 5 minutes it come already , then i sit inside the

ambulans we went to the Putra Medical Centre then suddenly inside the

ambulans my grandmother turn unconsious already i was so panic and the

paramedik were checking on her .. Reach hospital already the doctors straight

away push her inside the ICU and did some check on her then the doctor come

out and say cannot already she already serious as got fluid inside her lungs

so they put the life support after 1 hour , the doctor say gone already cannot save

her already then i was like cannot be cannot be then i cry and went in to see her

one last time .... then plan the funeral and i stay at the hospital to take her body

back to the house .... will be continued ...

Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends and also happy valentine's day .....

today in school so bored ,as we didn even study any lessons except for

moral and science ....others no at all so me and sri was like walk

here and there playing ... then finally 6:20p.m we all go to 2 Erat

class and sit down but we all play .... then Miss Tan come already

and she wish us Happy New Year and go off then 6:45p.m

already all of us go down and i say hi to Cikgu Ismail and

wish teacher a Happy New Year then i walk off suddenly

Joyce pull my bag and ask me to look behind then Mohsein

called me and wish me Happy New Year so we wish each other

and i go to car coz i have to carry my kai di in the car and play

with him .... Happy ...Chinese .....New ....Year and Happy ....

Valentine's .... Day ...Guys .....

Went to see doctor !!

Today , i have to go for my appointment with the doctor as my gastric is back so i went to lifecare for the check up and the result came out i was scard to see the resultas i open the result and the result is not what i hope .. my gastric became serious .. so i will have to eat regular meals .. today was the worst day ..

[ Merentas Desa ]

Today , i woke up at 4 a.m as have to feed baby Samuel milk then i play with him and put him

to sleep so by the time i am done its already 6:30a.m so i get ready bath and everything its

already 7 a.m so i left house as have to be in school at 7:10a.m. as got merentas desa today

so i reach school right on time and went straight to Dataran ilmu to line up ....... then all of us

started to warm up and get ready to run as the hon rings we all started to run .. run .. run..

run.. until near fairview i suddenly vomited and feel pening .....then i have walk loh .. so damn pening then finally reach school outside and suddenly mohsein shout my name to run faster

i was like........... then finally can sit and i went to drink and sit down rest but my heart still

pumping so damn fast .... then after school me , reina , ivan , andrea , esther , vivian , chiew ,

lim , and derik went to w.w coz i belanja wan mah ... suddenly when i reach so damn many ppl

there i was like blur .. then later when i went to find esther they all and they come out already that jason told me i suck i was like... i didn invite him lah who ask him to come nobody ask him to come and i dunno him also ..

Today , i am having a headache ... because tomorrow got merentas desa ..... and 7:10a.m must be in school ... then after school me , esther, ivan , vivian , and others going to wangsa walk coz i belanja they all makan .... need to go sleep early coz tomorrow need to go out early !!

Saturday in Malacca

Haiz, today only can online and update blog ... since i came back from Malacca i had been busy with taking care of baby .. the malacca story starts here , its like 6:45a.m we left home to go and eat breakfast first at a mama then only start our journey .. sleep in the car while my dad is driving then about 9:30a.m we arrived at the bride house and we faster go up because the groom already arrived at the house and they want to lock the gate already so we go inside the house and the groom came up already they have to pass through 3 stage ... so they like can come in already and saw the bride already then both of them pray then the tea ceremony start .. after a few couple and its my dad turns to drink tea and give angpau .... so then the children and adult start to take turns to take angpau from the new groom and bride .. and its my turn i got 2 angpau and then we went to the groom house and pray then received angpau again take photo and went to the new house again and take photo for the slide .. then my mum and bro went back to kl already left me and my dad so we hang around pahlawan and mahkota walk here and there then later have to go to bride house to put on make up and do my hair because i have to help tp hold the bride dress from slipping .. so finally i am done then 7p.m already we go the hotel and eat then yam sheng then take pictures then go back already we sit ppl car go bak so we arrived at 2a.m in the morning ....