13 March 2011

Sorry to post this late .. have been no mood to post this ...

On this day , i have lost a very precious one .. my sis pass away on this day . she left us

we were so ..... cant believe she is gone .. so hard to acept it .. so went to see her body in mortuary , and planning for her funeral .. friends came to pay their respect .. cant believe is her in there .. broke into tears when have to tell what happen .. is just so hard .. relative came esp my grandmother and grandfather they acept it calmly ... performing prayers for her ... doin all the best things for her to go on a nice journey and good place .... on the funeral day . i had to hold her plaque while others walking behind me till the main road i sat with her to go to the crematorium .. perform last prayers and respect her coffin slowly went down .. cant bear that sight i cry out loud for her .. i dont want her to go ... without her i cant live .. i miss her so much .. i will be lonely without her ... how i wish she is still here with us .. i miss you che