2012

Its been a really long time since i wrote, its 2012 now and many changes had happen ! Its been 4 months since i moved to a new home and school since that my life changes .... The new school is very cooling as it is up on the hill and its only walking distance to school , maybe moving to a new enviroment had made me feel a little better since my sister's death but somehow i am unable to get out from the wound for her loss nothing seem to make me stop tears from flowing whenver i thought about her and it is even harder for me to talk about her . If time can really turn back i would never let her go alone but now i regret it for losing her and not protecting her when i know regretting can't solve anything , the pain for losing her is really hurtful and it will probably scar me for life with her death and i will be unable to get out of it . Nowadays i focused more on studies and i changed alot since last year and i study and study to forget those unhappy days and probably its a good start for me to think of my future and what would i want to do . My sister thaught me a lot of things and i will never ever forget her . Life is like a candle probably that is true as people goes when the candle finishes .